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I’m due on March 15 and apparently I only got a few days left to prepare for my baby’s coming! I’m so excited and at the same time real nervous!

I’m fixated at organizing my stuff for the hospital, and I got some stuff for baby as well. We’re scheduled to go for an ultra sound thing this week and I just had a very weird check up today. I have to go through a lot of medication now to keep me and baby from getting any illness. Baby’s been hyperactive lately! I’ve been nursing a very bad backache that comes and goes every now and then. I sure wish everything goes well when the day comes…. *grins*

Here in the office, a number of people are disappearing, looking for new opportunities outside these four walls… But that’s not my point right now..

Just before they all disappear, they had this going away ritual of ordering boxes of pizza for the whole shift. So technically, we’ve had 3 going away pizza fest. Woooot!!!! I had four slices today *grins* and don’t scold me for eating a lot, that’s dinner ok? *sticks out tongue* I love free pizza hehehehe

Which makes me think, do I have to feed them pizza when I go on leave aswell? Hmmmm….

I’m terribly craving for a big slice of black forest cake… I want those with tons of cherries in them… and extra chocolate shavings please… I am soooo drolling for it now.

My usual comfort food would be my best friend, chocolate, and on some ocassions, a really good pint of ice cream. But lately I have to maintain a healthy diet and in this case I have to put off without ice cream and chocolate for a while.

So my alternative? FRENCH FRIES! Hehehe, I know that’s carbo-loading but hey, I got to eat something enjoying and with my work load lately, I’ve been stressing out. I also enjoy pizza with lots and lots and lots of cheese. Yum!

I was cleaning up my files when I saw some pictures during the time I was studying, still active in a band and was busy with sports.

I miss wearing my clothes. Most of my clothes no longer fit me now. I still can’t believe I’ve bloated since then, of course I’m pregnant but I don’t know if I would be able to get my figure back. Do you want to see before pregnancy and current photos? Nah! How typical of a girl to be conscious of her size, right? I just can’t help but wonder if I could work myself back into shape again…

I have a feeling that my work just keeps piling up. My title is suppose to be SEO specialist, I have to maintain rankings and monitor my clients’ sites statistics and sales. But I not only do seo work now, I also have to do article review of trainees, then I also have to write an article every other week to publish them online. I also was assigned to write a press release for one of the clients and of course I have to keep researching on what’s new with the big G.

Gawd, I hope I could have my leave already! I am already so much like a peon who keeps mumbling “work work” and I already look like a zombie…

ranting done, back to work *sigh*

Ever experienced seeing white spots everywhere? Then they become shiny swiggles and then they start moving around? Heh I’m seeing them now…

I found that when you stare at them for too long you’re head becomes too heavy.. and now I feel like I’m under the influence of some illegal drug. I want to strangle someone.

LOL!!! I’ve been trying to email someone for the 5th time and the message keeps bouncing back. I just realized I forgot to put a .com after gmail so it just looks like user@gmail PATHETIC!

Baby’s been behaving quite nicely today but I’m still feeling some unexplained pain for a few minutes every other time… I’ll be posting the ultrasound picture next week when I do get it.

I’ve been using my swivel chair to move around the office today… stupid chair’s wheel got stuck on some wiring though and now the wheels became sticky. Oh loook, the swiggle worms are actually waving at me now…

Errr… This day is becoming a bit sucky and weird for my taste… I think I need to lie down a bit.