On Love and Foolishness

I Love You… But I’ve felt the greatest pain there could possibly be,
The lies I still have to face just to set you free
Enduring its pain just to see you happy
Even if my own heart has to die desperately.

I’ve only got one choice and simply to fake a smile
Pretend I don’t hurt when I’m dying inside
I love you this much that I’m letting you go
I love you so much it hurts… Oh! God take my sorrow

Do you still remember you said your promises are for keeps?
Then that night we sealed it with our very first kiss
You said with eyes locked on mine that I’ll be yours forever
And leaving me with shattered heart will be never.

I love you… but I guess it’s not meant to be
I love you… but it’s time to set you free
I love you… but you love her more
I love you… but the throbbing I could no longer endure

I love you, but why can’t you love me more?

by Jelai of noypi.org

It hurts you know? Haay. Here’s another one but this time, I wrote this…

Foolish

I have been hurt before, hurt all over
and I think my heart will no longer mend
I have found solace in being alone
for there is no one to turn to. I can’t depend.
I’ve given up on love, I’ve given up on “us”
given up on finding joy and completion
They say I’m strong but I’m not
Sometimes I also need love and attention

You found me, and taught me to smile again
You made me feel different, made me new
And in time you opened my heart to love
You became special, I learned to love you
You took care of me, pampered me,
comforted me and made me smile
You told me you love me,
gave me attention, even for a while

Things are turning out good
but the truth cannot be hidden
For I cannot have you try as I might
and our emotions are forbidden
But still I am waiting for you and your love
even without knowing how, or when
For this fool has fallen in love and
is ready to hurt again.

"On Love and Foolishness" was posted on Friday, September 8, 2006 at 11:11 pm and is filed under Literary.

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MyAvatars 0.2 mikmak
09.09.06 | 12:09 am

Love.. ack stupid term really. It’s not our fault we get hurt, you’re not stupid, you just loved.

Honestly joiz you’re getting dramatic the longer I visit your blog. :roll: That’s due to lack of SEX girl, get laid already! :lol: I’m kidding please don’t shoot me!

And did you know that your comment form is a bit weird in Internet Explorer? thought I’d let you know that.

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MyAvatars 0.2 joiz
09.09.06 | 3:26 am

I often wonder why things didnt work out for both of us. patience? meron. time? marami. trust? of course. love? sobra. pero teka…was it ever “both of us?” o…AKO LANG? :(

Sis, I’d give anything to find the man who I could love and would love me back. Someone without pretensions, someone who’s real. Someone who will tell me everything about him, someone who will also listen to my life story and could accept most of it. Someone who’d respect me and my opinions. I wish he’s out there…. *sigh*

Sis, madrama talaga… pwede na nga ang kwento ko sa maalaala mo kaya… :mrgreen:

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MyAvatars 0.2 kevin
09.10.06 | 8:14 pm

Ahahay, joiz has become poetic again. In love? or you’re heartbroken again?

How many times do i have to tell you, stop falling in love without indig’s consent! j/k

I think it’s about time indig get a reunion. whacha think?

If the guy keeps making you cry and hurt, he doesn’t deserve your love and attention. Let him walk the plank. you got more pirates waiting in line for you.

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