And I have a lot of ideas, there are actually a lot of things I’d like to do, and like to write about:

The storm that came and left. and the baha it managed to create

The movie I’m still dying to watch. waaaaah Transformers!! huhuhu

The movie I watched alone because my bf was sick and I can’t find a companion but who cares? I want to watch it! bwahahaha ang laki na ni Daniel Radcliffe (Harry), gwapo ni Tom Felton (Malfoy) although booo, too few scenes of him!!

The chop-chop soldiers. The ships that sailed into disasters. My undying patronage to Garfield, Calvin and Hobbes and anime.

Or photoblog tayo uli. Take photos and post them here instead of writing.

I have all these topics to mumble about but unfortunate for me, tinatamad ako magsulat.

someone: hoy Joiz bat di mo sinasagot mga text message ko?
me: sorry kagigising ko lang
someone: pansin ko nga e, kailangan ka pa puntahan dito para malaman sagot ko sa tanong ko.
me: tulog nga ako -looks at phone- ack! 37 messages? -checks messages-
someone: ilang oras ka na bang tulog ha?
me: -still looking at cellphone- sos! ikaw lang pala to halos… dalawang oras nga lang ata un eh. gising ako kanina for 2-3 hours tapos tulog uli. uy! nagtext si… hmmm -mumbles to self-
someone: tulog ka na lang ng tulog! wala ka ng ginawa kundi matulog! di pa natin tapos pagusapan ung para sa debut ko, malapit na yun! paano na ung blah blah blah
me: …
someone: joiz? joiz?
me: …
someone: tingnan mo to, tulugan raw ba ako?

Yeah laziness gets the better of me. And I’ve been sleeping way too much these past few days. Not just any ordinary sleepiness, from being insomiac, I have gone sort of narcoleptic. Anytime I get close to my bed, I fall asleep! I think my brain and my body is taking revenge for all the weeks I barely sleep.

The fear that something might be wrong with me also slipped in. After the accident in my pseudo-office, you get paranoid when stuff like this happen of course so I did have my head checked. My friend also pointed out that I might be pregnant. WTF? oh ok I was also this much of a sleepyhead when I was in my first trimester before. So I gave it a shot.

I couldn’t get a CAT scan again, the doctor didn’t like the idea since I just had one not so long ago. The doc suggested I try sleeping at night again since I’ve been so nocturnal for the past n weeks. So ok, how is that done again?
I also resulted negative on the pregnancy test. Yan ah, take that tom and mik! I’m not friggin’ pregnant, masyado kayong atat. Wag muna! -shudders-

Speaking of pregnancy, my mom and I were chatting last night and she mentioned to me that someone I know is going to give birth again anytime soon. What is supposed to be a normal thing to hear actually really struck me. Because the fact that the girl she was talking about has had her eldest born after I gave birth, which means her first child is younger than my daughter (my daughter is 16 months, hers is turning one year this month, I think), and this girl is also younger than me… and she’s pregnant again for the 2nd time around?!?! Ai caramba? Why? Haven’t she just said she doesn’t want to get pregnant again any time soon? x_X

I know it isn’t my business to be talking about her especially in my blog (uhm err too late?) but I know why my mom let me into these type of hearsay. She doesn’t want this happening to me too. Oh not to worry I don’t have a boyfriend -cough- erm ok I do have one but … -cough- errrm… I’m married to my work already. :sweat: Will this post turn out to be one of those ‘grill joiz till she confesses’ kind of entries?

I think I know what’s good for me this time noh? And another pregnancy will not only drain me of my remaining energy, nor brand me for eternity as some irresponsible bitch who couldn’t get enough of it, it will also ruin my figure for good! Ay iba na ito hahay…

I have yet to get my weight back down to my weight during college and I still can’t fit into 60-70% of my clothes, so no to bloated abdomens and crazy vomiting days and nauseous afternoons.

See what lazy does to me? We’ve wandered off far far away from the original topic…

-blinks-

What was the topic again?