Mark your calendars friends, both bands are coming here and are having concerts in the same week. Good luck to those who want to watch both. I will be going to both, even if I have to slave off for the tickets, or even if I have to kill just to get to watch them. I guess I have to be sex slave of sorts for 2 weeks to get the tickets, I hope not. I want to see Adam and Brandon!!! *googly eyes*
Someone have better give me a good contest idea, make that two. I have goodies to give away.
I’m staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I’m going to the place where love
And feeling good don’t ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel’s a different kind of pain.
Well I’m going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I’m not running from you.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don’t regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I’m going home.
Well I’m going home.
The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I’ve not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love remains true.
And I don’t know why.
You always seem to give me another try.
So I’m going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I’m not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don’t regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
I wish that you were home
Holding me tight in your arms
And I wish, I could go back
To the day before we met and skip my regret
I wish I wasn’t in love with you
So you couldn’t hurt me..
Maybe I’m fast to conclude and that I still have you. Maybe I did lose you or maybe I didn’t lose you, because I never had you. Maybe it’s not you, maybe it’s more of me, wanting something I couldn’t have. Maybe I wish I was dead. Maybe I’m better off marrying my obnoxious computer too. Fuck. I hate myself today.
Having a fight with your partner can leave you in the pits at times. You love the person and yet you hate him. Maybe the word hate is a bit too strong, we can say, annoyed, displeased, etc. But it boils down to currently not liking him.
Are fights worth it? I think some of them are worth it. It’s part of growin/nurturing a healthy relationship with, not just your significant other but with anyone. You wouldn’t know how strong a relationship is until it is tested. Although too much fighting can be unhealthy. It could come down to the point that both of you no longer have time to emotionally heal and it’s better off giving space and time to be apart from each other.
-Sigh-
I mentioned that the probability of me posting with an mp3 is low, right? But I didn’t actually close that idea so I guess this is the first time I’d be posting with an audio at hand. The quality is not so good, I don’t want mp3s eating up my server’s bandwidth.
I know it’s an old song and I love it. I’m a sucker for old love songs.
-sigh- Valentines is very near. I would normally not celebrate it since it still feels like it would be yet another lonely, dateless valentines. And don’t tell me I should be dating, I should go out with -insert whoever’s name here- because in all honesty, there is no guarantee that I would have a valentine date or that I would have someone to love and call mine.
Darling I want you to listen
I stayed up all night, so I could get this thing right
And I don’t think there’s anything missing
Cause a person like you, made it easy to do
I’ve waited for so long, to sing to you this song
Your eyes are the windows to heaven
Your smile could heal a million souls
Your love completes my existence
You’re the other half that makes me whole
You’re the only other half that makes me whole
I think the angels are your brothers
They told you about me, said you’re just what she needs
And I find myself thanking your mother
For giving birth to a saint
My spirit flies when I say your name
If there’s one thing that’s true
It’s that I was born to love you
I want to see Adam and Brandon!!! 
*googly eyes*
Chris Daughtry
