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You say cockroaches, rats, flies are the dirtiest creatures in the world? I disagree, although yes they are filthy guys, humans are still the friggin dirtiest creatures around. We have no regard to other humans, to our animal brethrens and to our environment.

You think that’s fun? It could be for children, but when you see boats/rafts instead of cars/bikes on the road then something is very very wrong.

That trash bag may have been yours. And even if it’s not your trash, even if it’s not your streets, does that mean you shouldn’t care about where the trash is supposed to really go? Are we just to tolerate other people while they throw their crap just anywhere? And we complain how fuckin’ dirty our streets are…

This may not be your street now, you may not be directly affected now, but what about tomorrow? Next month, Next year? What if your children and their children’s children were to be feeling the effects of our nonchalance now, do we not even stop and think about it? Tell me, when will WE get our friggin act together? When the whole world’s drowned in our own shit?

Photos were taken outside my house’s gate last August 17, 2007 just around lunch time. I own these images, you are not allowed to use them anywhere without my written permission, ya’hear?

When it rains, it doesn’t just pour, it floods.

I don’t know what the hell is wrong with my karma meter this week but everything is turning out very very wrong and very very bad.

I was in a depressing mood since Monday and I didn’t know why the heck I was feeling depressed until I received an email and a call from some folks in the US giving me terrible news.

First my friends, Omar and Duls (along with their kids), die in a car accident and even if it’s not obvious, it’s honestly very hard for me to take this when I’m helpless and can’t even be there for the wake because I don’t have a visa for the US.

And then my longtime planned Elbi visit (in hopes of relaxing for a night) was obviously canceled by an alarming incident that concerned my cousin last Thursday night (pinasok ung boarding house nila ng mga magnanakaw na may mga weapons habang nandun sila sa loob).

I’m not bitter about the canceled plans, it’s the thought of how my cousin is that bothers me.

Prepare for at bit of outburst of thoughts.

• Today sucks like a whore giving bad head — Feverish, throat still painful and sour, voice still hoarse (not sexy bedroom husky, nope.. just freakin’ painfully scary)
• Oh great, as if this wasn’t enough, I am now in deep seethed pain.
• I wish my uterus was dettachable and I could just squeeze out all the gunk from in it. Could anyone make that possible?
• Oooooh guess what I saw in my photo archives…
  
• I miss my cousins. I miss my friends. I miss going out. I effin miss drinking too.
• I should quit smoking.
• I should quit smoking and diet (yeah yeah Borgy, I hear you *sigh* we should, not I, YOU and I should *sticks out tongue*)
• I should quit smoking, diet AND get a massage (much better)
• Mom wants a music player. She keeps looking at me when she mentions it. I just look away and pretend I didn’t get it.
• J wants a music player too. I am not a frekkin sugar mommy J, stop asking me to buy you an ipod. I am not even being galante with my friends and my guy, I am a cheapo. A big one at that.

If this was food, who would want to order such a thing?!

Pardon me if today’s menu leaves a bad taste in the mouth. I was not suppose to blog about this, I have been reading a lot about her on other people’s blogs that my attention for her in my own blog is a waste of time, effort and gray matter. But I give in. I cannot for one more second stare on and just shut up.

Case in Point: Malu Fernandez

Ai caramba, who is she? Do we have to talk about her? Yes I have an itch that needs scratching (not that kind of itch, perv).

Malu Fernandez is a columnist of Manila Standard Today and has an article for People Asia Magazine. Let me correct that, she wrote THE article that stirred up the latest blogosphere controversy. “From Boracay to Greece”. A self-proclaimed diva, and what others have put is a “pretentious, name dropping attention hogger”.

Scan shots of the article: (as printed on People Asia, June 2007)

just click anywhere outside the zoomed in image to view this page again (or open in a different tab or window, especially if it’s loading slow and it’s boring you hehehe)

So I was suppose to write something deep and inspirational today but decided not to. I am not in a very inspiring mood and it would be a complete and utter lie to pretend I could write anything coherent right now so instead here are oodles and oodles of random thoughts. Just think of me as a pen that went haywire and spurted all over your favorite shirt…