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June 9, 2007 - ang petsang di ko dapat malimutan.

Ay Masaya

Dahil nasa kasagsagan ako ng kalungkutan, at dahil nasa kalakasan ng pagtritrip, gusto ko makita ang mga kaibigan kong malayo sa akin. Pupunta akong Norte. Isang babaeng taga-Timog na di marunong magcommute ang nangahas na pumunta ng Norte ng walang sariling sasakyan. Magaling magaling magaling.

Sa Bataan ako napadpad. Sa Balanga. Umaasa ka bang makikita mo sya dito? Hindi. Umaasa akong maliliwanagan ako at matutulungan ng taong higit na nakakakilala sa kanya. Pero higit sa lahat gusto ko rin talagang makilala na ang mga kaibigan kong taga rito.

Nagkita Ang Mga Adik ng Noypi.org

Uso pa pala ang group EB? Nagkita kami nina Exodus (Bren) at Sempai (Arvin aka Batang Balanga), nakilala ko rin si Roger, si Rod, si Ashley at si Chatty. Nahihiya nga ako e. Ang lakas ng loob kong pumunta rito at para ano? Wala lang! Para mag-adik!

Kulang ang isang araw. Comedy. Nagsama ang mga adik na nagkakailanganan pa. Gusto ko man magtagal, malabong mangyari. Saka problemado pa ako e, ang hirap ng may dalang emotional baggage. Next time, kung welcome pa akong bumalik, lulubusin ko na, yun ay kung pwede nga.
Wala man ginawa, nag-enjoy parin akong katambay kayo. Enjoy pare. Masaya. Pramis. At least may baon akong masaya sa araw na ito.

I am confused like hell today.

What’s so confusing about that? You can’t break your heart if you’re not in love. But you could be in love and not heartbroken… that means you’re content. If you are feeling confused, in love and heart broken, then may be you aren’t content?

I knew that was coming, and to answer that, I am longing to be content. I am in love and a bit heart broken. I want to find contentment also.

Awww can I have my penguin too?

Having a fight with your partner can leave you in the pits at times. You love the person and yet you hate him. Maybe the word hate is a bit too strong, we can say, annoyed, displeased, etc. But it boils down to currently not liking him.

Are fights worth it? I think some of them are worth it. It’s part of growin/nurturing a healthy relationship with, not just your significant other but with anyone. You wouldn’t know how strong a relationship is until it is tested. Although too much fighting can be unhealthy. It could come down to the point that both of you no longer have time to emotionally heal and it’s better off giving space and time to be apart from each other.

-Sigh-

I mentioned that the probability of me posting with an mp3 is low, right? But I didn’t actually close that idea so I guess this is the first time I’d be posting with an audio at hand. The quality is not so good, I don’t want mp3s eating up my server’s bandwidth.

I know it’s an old song and I love it. I’m a sucker for old love songs.

Glitterly huh? Well well well… It’s valentines day! So what happened on this special day for love? Uhm… I slept. I had worked all night long so give me a break will you? And besides as if anyone asked me out tonight. (yes, this is a blatant parinig… tamaan na ang dapat tamaan)

Someone did however remember to send me something but had the audacity (or is it stupidity?) to leave a card with a little message and the initial “B”. May be I should scan that card later…

I don’t know the penmanship so someone ought to ‘fess up and tell me who sent it!!!

Why? Why else would I want to know why… -sigh- it was so sweet I want to thank you properly. I’m not even saying what I got so only those who’ve seen it and sent it would know what I received for valentines.
Let’s revert to a different kind of loving, my baby learned how to do the ‘flying kiss’ thing for a while now but she did something quite memorable today. It probably was unconscious on her part but babies are smart people too so I could be wrong. While I was carrying her this morning, she placed her hand onto her mouth (something like smacking it) held it up and placed her hand on my lips. -sigh- that definitely made my day.