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Since the last few posts was emotionally draining and down right depressing, I have been thinking of (and trying to do) stuff that could uplift my spirits. Not necessarily interesting or unique but at least it kept my mind off things. So lemme share my not so interesting story.

Ishtarbuko

Coffee is my vice, everyone knows that. Yesterday, I thought I’d hang around the coffee shops and restaurants, fill my tummy with yummies and fuel my caffeine dependency. With my friend’s handi dandi notebook, wearing my pambahay trademark (honestly, who has to dress up just to have coffee alone?), I trudged along BF to look for hotspots, I came across a few but ack, I keep getting disconnected.

I got to Starbucks and for a span of 6 hours (WTF, I stayed there for 6 hours?) I had a chocolate chip cookie, a honey glazed donut, chugged down a tall mocha frappe, a cup of Cafe Verona and a Java Mocha Chip something, I forgot what that was called, the one with the banana. Hmmm they got good looking eye candies during the afternoon shift. Yeah I was busying myself watching other people while blog hopping (addict! addict!). What can I say, I looked like a very bored kid lounging in one of the arm chairs. Feeling like a student? Haha, as if.

mik: sick? ngarag? burned out?
joiz: I’m not ngarag at all, I just feel … uhm… mik: you feel…? acidic?
joiz: no
mik: harassed?
joiz: no
mik: constipated? undersexed?
joiz: wtf? lol no no no!
mik: … :-> you need a makeover.
joiz: yeah I think my blog needs a makeover…
mik: no I mean you just need hard core sex
joiz: amf gaga. that’s what you need. I’d rather need the makeover

Yan ang problema pag buntis ka e at due ka na. Feeling deprived tuloy ung isa dyan. F.U. sis.

Maybe I do need a makeover. I’m actually talking about my blog. -pauses- ok yeah I mean myself too.

Something is way way off with me physically, emotionally, psychologically, etc basta something is way off with me. I feel so sickly and in need of pampering lately. I have been suffering from the coughs (for two weeks!!! and I still sound like a dog barking!! ugh) and I’ve just been in an accident while I was overlooking the construction of my “office”, something fell on my head (hulaan nyo kung ano? ), I’d rather not elaborate since my brain does not and could not function properly for the last 58 hours. I’ve had xrays and ct scans which all says I’m normal but ehhh I don’t feel so well either ways. I feel like vomiting and I have dreams my brain is leaking from my nose and blood dripping from my ears. Gross imagination, I know.

Ok who is not the right word, what is more like it. But wasn’t that title fun? LOL

and what is sleeping with me tonight? What else! The one thing I love as much as my boyfriend, my computer.

That’s the monitor (on screen, installing Yahoo!â„¢ messenger), keyboard and external drives (mouse too but not visible in photo) on top of the bed, and the cpu (far left) just by the foot of the bed. And yeah that’s my ugly toe.

Where is my daughter? She’s sleeping with my mom, I have a high fever, the colds and the coughs and I don’t want her to catch my sickness. I know I should be taking care of myself but can I help it if I’m really burdened by a lot of thoughts. Anyways…

I obviously got my pc fixed without having to send it to a technician. My brother just moved it out of its original place in the living room and moved it here. The formatting worked, XP got installed, everything is looking good again. I just have to be careful not to abuse it again.

June 9, 2007 - ang petsang di ko dapat malimutan.

Ay Masaya

Dahil nasa kasagsagan ako ng kalungkutan, at dahil nasa kalakasan ng pagtritrip, gusto ko makita ang mga kaibigan kong malayo sa akin. Pupunta akong Norte. Isang babaeng taga-Timog na di marunong magcommute ang nangahas na pumunta ng Norte ng walang sariling sasakyan. Magaling magaling magaling.

Sa Bataan ako napadpad. Sa Balanga. Umaasa ka bang makikita mo sya dito? Hindi. Umaasa akong maliliwanagan ako at matutulungan ng taong higit na nakakakilala sa kanya. Pero higit sa lahat gusto ko rin talagang makilala na ang mga kaibigan kong taga rito.

Nagkita Ang Mga Adik ng Noypi.org

Uso pa pala ang group EB? Nagkita kami nina Exodus (Bren) at Sempai (Arvin aka Batang Balanga), nakilala ko rin si Roger, si Rod, si Ashley at si Chatty. Nahihiya nga ako e. Ang lakas ng loob kong pumunta rito at para ano? Wala lang! Para mag-adik!

Kulang ang isang araw. Comedy. Nagsama ang mga adik na nagkakailanganan pa. Gusto ko man magtagal, malabong mangyari. Saka problemado pa ako e, ang hirap ng may dalang emotional baggage. Next time, kung welcome pa akong bumalik, lulubusin ko na, yun ay kung pwede nga.
Wala man ginawa, nag-enjoy parin akong katambay kayo. Enjoy pare. Masaya. Pramis. At least may baon akong masaya sa araw na ito.

Something tells me the whole world is conspiring against me yesterday.

For one, my pc and I were having a fight, you read that right, my PC. I wanted to work, it was loading everything slow; I wanted to open Photoshop, it wanted to hang; I restarted it, it says one of the drives was corrupted; I restarted again and it started crying out in long beeps. I was just about @#$%^&* it all over the place. So what happened? I gave up and took my last option: REFORMAT. Quick and painless, that’s what I thought, until…

I forgot that I didn’t make a backup of all my bookmarks on Firefox, I forgot to create backups of chat logs with clients who give out their ftp accesses, server login details, etc. I no longer remember my passwords on other sites and forums since I rely mostly on the password manager. That’s what you get when you rely on automation too much. *groans*

And the weather, oh god the weather was awfully annoying, no wind, no rain, no sign of ever cooling down. It was plain humid and annoying. And if the weather wasn’t bad enough, my skin allergies were making my arms irritatingly itchy and when sweat gets near the major allergy spots, it is oh so painful!!