Today will be my best buddy’s, Matthew, wedding day with Camille. *sigh* I know I’m feeling a mix of emotions and I really don’t know if I’m more on happy or more on the sad… Although I could say, yes! I’m envious! :cries: 
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We have been friends for what… more than 6 years? And I’ve seen him brave out a lot of trials specially the case with his ex-girlfriend and mother to his eldest daughter. I wonder where that girl went to?
I don’t want to recall how we met, oh gawd! can someone please give a memory eraser? That ugly memory of him drunk and smelly in the shower just won’t go away no matter how much I try to forget.
I also won’t forget when Sammy came into the world. We were on a gig, and she wasn’t due yet so everything was out of place, we couldn’t get out of the gig and when his ex’s mother phoned in that it was a girl, he cried when he was singing “With Arms Wide Open” which was a hit during that time. Later he named her after me, Sammy’s real name is Samantha Joyce (and gratefully, sam’s mother didn’t kill me for it).
There was a certain bond between the two of us that is just so hard to explain. We were like a couple and yet we weren’t. We’d even push each other to go for other girls and date other guys. *sigh* I miss those days. I’m not bitter, not entirely, but I’d be a hypocrite if I say I didn’t feel a tinge of jealousy. Which girl in her right mind would not want to get married to the right man at the right place in the right time with the right everything? And Matthew is a guy you’d have to say “he’s the right one”… bahahaha tama ba yun.
Well today would be his right time and his happiest day I believe. He has asked me to be a bride’s maid. Would I pass up a chance to play dress up? Hell no! LOL but seriously, I would be offended if he didn’t at least invite me. Benny boy wants to tag along so we’d be the couple who’d be wearing dark glasses during the ceremony. I hope I don’t gush out in tears there as much. That would be horrific and humiliating.
No this won’t be like Julia Roberts’ movie, “My Best Friend’s Wedding” and I don’t think I’d end up running after him to some train station, try to trick him out of his own wedding, yadda yadda. I did love him and I still do and I’m very proud and glad that he has finally reached this point in his life where he want to share the rest of his life with one person. And I couldn’t pick anyone better than Camille. I met her two months ago and have bonded like long lost friends. She’s one of the sweetest girls I know. And one of the hottest. 
I’m not a lesbian please, I just… BAH! I don’t have to explain myself. Colleen might get jealous of another girl 
I know you two would make each other happy. *sniff sniff* *raises wine glass* Congratulations! I love you guys! 
