JoizDotOrg

Something happened, I can’t find my best friend’s testimonials in my friendster profile. He died 2 years ako, in an accident and those testimonials are a few of the things that I have left of him… I can’t find his profile nor his testimonials… When I’m sad, it’s one of the few things that keep me going. I have a backup copy from my mail but I feel it will never be the same… He has touched my life in so many ways and even now that he’s no longer here, he still does.

Posted 19/4/2004
Apologies to Billy Joel and the song…

She can kill with a smile, she can wound with her eyes
She cn ruin your faith with her casual lies
& she’ll only reveal wat she wants u to see
She hides like a child but she’s always a woman to me
She can lead you to love, she can take you or leave you
She can ask for the truth but she’ll never believe you
& she’ll take what you give her as long as it’s free
She steals like a thief but she’s always be joiz to me
She takes care of herself, she can wait if she wants,
she’s ahead of her time
& she never gives out & she never gives in,
she just changes her mind
& she’ll promise you more than the Garden of Eden
then she’ll carelessly cut you & laugh while you’re bleeding
But she’ll bring out you best & the worst you can be
Blame it all on yourself coz that joiz to me
She is frequently kind then she’s suddenly cruel
She can do as she pleases,she’s nobody’s fool
But she can’t be convicted, she’s earned her degree
& the most she will do is throw shadows ay you
but she’s always JOiZ to me. Love you girl!

Posted 25/8/2004
This girl is my workmate… we write lyrics, we make melody, we both love to entertain the crowd and we make music together.

This girl is my buddy… we hang-out, pig-out, monkey around, share jokes and
have fun together.

This girl is my mom… she takes care of me when i’m sick, she cooks for me when i’m hungry, scolds me when i mess things up and even lends me money when i need some.

This girl is my sister… she advices me what clothes looks good on me, she shares her secrets and inner thoughts with me, she unconciously gives me guidance and advice.

And even if we all know this girl can be naughty & mysterious, this girl is my angel… she lifts my spirit when i’m down, teaches me what can be helpful to me… she’s sad when i’m sad, and celebrates with me when i’m happy… she is one of my inspirations.

I wouldn’t be what i am today without you, nay. ai shiteru yorokobi-chan!!!!

I miss my best friend…