Never in my whole life did I dream of becoming a teacher. Singing in front of a bar full of drinking people is different from talking in front of a room full of serious people. It’s more intense, more demanding of confidence… it’s creepy.
Today, I had to do just that - twice! I am the temp trainer and I had to conduct a hands on training with the new employees. It felt awkward and thankfully I pulled it off just nicely (I think I did, so shut up :P)
And of course I’m also temporarily the team leader and I held a meeting regarding new policies and stuff like that to my team mates.
Boy oh boy oh boy, do I even look respectable (is there such a term? or am I thinking respectful? anyway)? I was wearing a really cute blouse but I had faded jeans that were ripped on the knees and a really grunged old pair of sneakers. 
Yeah, imagine your boss or your superior looking like that and you wearing business casual. that’s me 
Wicked day this was, I know I’m awake but I think I’m having a nightmare with all these teacher stuff, being on the spot light, head of the conference things happening… Lord, I’d like to wake up now please?
Louis
Jun 13 2006
8:57 pm
Public speaking is somehting that can be learned. I know the feeling redQueen.
On Friday, I’ll have to speak a few minutes to a crowd at a Gala event. Oh boy, just thinking about it makes me nervous. I’ll have to calm down.
joiz
Jun 13 2006
9:41 pm
Yeah I guess all it takes is calming down. I made it through barely unscathed but I thought I’ve had enough of public speaking during college and highschool that I won’t want those now that I’m working.
I couldn’t imagine them naked, that’s disgusting.
and public speaking is definitely different from singing in a band for a drunk crowd, you can’t tease them with your skirt or flirty looks 
darn executive/business ladder.
Louis
Jun 14 2006
7:57 pm
I remember my best school exposé. We were two and prepared for it about 15 minutes prior to it. It was Summer and boring as heck. I had never felt so relaxed! We got praised on our presentation skills and preparation!
joiz
Jun 15 2006
9:58 pm
wow, sure wish I could relax like that when I only get to prepare 15minutes before the big thing…