I Wish I Wasn’t

I wish that you were home
Holding me tight in your arms
And I wish, I could go back
To the day before we met and skip my regret
I wish I wasn’t in love with you
So you couldn’t hurt me..

Maybe I’m fast to conclude and that I still have you. Maybe I did lose you or maybe I didn’t lose you, because I never had you. Maybe it’s not you, maybe it’s more of me, wanting something I couldn’t have. Maybe I wish I was dead. Maybe I’m better off marrying my obnoxious computer too. Fuck. I hate myself today.

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I just noticed, the mp3 jumped. Hate me.

"I Wish I Wasn’t" was posted on Friday, June 8, 2007 at 7:13 am and is filed under Emotera Syndrome and Sing-A-Long.

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MyAvatars 0.2 Colleen
06.08.07 | 7:41 am

I’ve never seen you swear! 8O
I can tell you’re hurting a lot, know I am here anytime you want to talk. I really wish you weren’t hurting. Now I know how it feels to see your friend in pain. :cry:

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MyAvatars 0.2 joiz
06.08.07 | 10:50 am

Thanks Colleen. Right now, I’m wearing a mask of indifference. I don’t want to deal. It’s too early, too raw, and too painful.

I’m sorry I didn’t censor the swear. I can’t bring myself to not really say it.

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MyAvatars 0.2 smarcute
06.09.07 | 8:08 am

hmmm……can i do something? should me and mark go to your place? tell me oki?!?

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MyAvatars 0.2 kennots
06.11.07 | 8:45 am

andrama mo ija kailangan mo lang ng yakapsule at kisspirin. wag ka magalit sa sarili mo kaya mo yan

#4

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