It’s 2 am already and I have been crying for the past two hours.. I’ve had enough of this crap we call life. I no longer know where it is heading and I don’t know if I’m strong enough to go on.
Well I’m not feeling myself today
Just a figure in a big monopoly game
Struggle is the price you pay
You get just enough just to give it away
I’m sinking more than floating away
Just throw me a line so I can ache in my pain
The fabric is about to fray…
~ Strong Enough to Break, Hanson
Colleen
May 5 2006
6:48 am
Are you experiencing postpartum depression? I’m here if you need me. Happy looks so much better of you.
Be happy!! 
joiz
May 7 2006
1:29 am
sigh… I don’t know… I guess I just have too much in my mind right now… separation anxiety… but I’m feeling a bit better.. Thanks for the cheer Colleen.
Bjorn Solstad
May 8 2006
8:30 am
That poem - and what you wrote before it sounded really dark. I have written a few of those myself, and I hope you feel better. Sometimes it can be helpful to have it said.
I hope you feel better
joiz
May 8 2006
10:39 am
hey good to see you here! I’m still problematic but who isn’t? That’s not a poem, it’s a stanza from a song, it’s well written and yes, brooding.
I’m feeling much much better thank you