About to Fray

It’s 2 am already and I have been crying for the past two hours.. I’ve had enough of this crap we call life. I no longer know where it is heading and I don’t know if I’m strong enough to go on.

Well I’m not feeling myself today
Just a figure in a big monopoly game
Struggle is the price you pay
You get just enough just to give it away
I’m sinking more than floating away
Just throw me a line so I can ache in my pain
The fabric is about to fray…

"About to Fray" was posted on Tuesday, May 2, 2006 at 1:56 am and is filed under Emotera Syndrome.

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MyAvatars 0.2 Colleen
05.05.06 | 6:48 am

Are you experiencing postpartum depression? I’m here if you need me. Happy looks so much better of you. :) Be happy!! :)

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MyAvatars 0.2 joiz
05.07.06 | 1:29 am

sigh… I don’t know… I guess I just have too much in my mind right now… separation anxiety… but I’m feeling a bit better.. Thanks for the cheer Colleen. :D

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MyAvatars 0.2 Bjorn Solstad
05.08.06 | 8:30 am

That poem - and what you wrote before it sounded really dark. I have written a few of those myself, and I hope you feel better. Sometimes it can be helpful to have it said.

I hope you feel better :)

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MyAvatars 0.2 joiz
05.08.06 | 10:39 am

hey good to see you here! I’m still problematic but who isn’t? I’m feeling much much better thank you :)

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