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mik: sick? ngarag? burned out?
joiz: I’m not ngarag at all, I just feel … uhm… mik: you feel…? acidic?
joiz: no
mik: harassed?
joiz: no
mik: constipated? undersexed?
joiz: wtf? lol no no no!
mik: … :-> you need a makeover.
joiz: yeah I think my blog needs a makeover…
mik: no I mean you just need hard core sex
joiz: amf gaga. that’s what you need. I’d rather need the makeover

Yan ang problema pag buntis ka e at due ka na. Feeling deprived tuloy ung isa dyan. F.U. sis.

Maybe I do need a makeover. I’m actually talking about my blog. -pauses- ok yeah I mean myself too.

Something is way way off with me physically, emotionally, psychologically, etc basta something is way off with me. I feel so sickly and in need of pampering lately. I have been suffering from the coughs (for two weeks!!! and I still sound like a dog barking!! ugh) and I’ve just been in an accident while I was overlooking the construction of my “office”, something fell on my head (hulaan nyo kung ano? ), I’d rather not elaborate since my brain does not and could not function properly for the last 58 hours. I’ve had xrays and ct scans which all says I’m normal but ehhh I don’t feel so well either ways. I feel like vomiting and I have dreams my brain is leaking from my nose and blood dripping from my ears. Gross imagination, I know.

I went online a mere 15 minutes to search for a friend’s profile and add her and in that 15 minutes of being online, I received 23 friend requests which I approved without looking at them. I bet 40% of those are spammers and the rest are looking for someone to date online.

I’m not going to be a hypocrite and say I don’t date online. I did meet my boyfriend online by the way. And I’ve had 3 other relationships that started online. But that’s not the point. I haven’t even gotten to my point.. I better stop with the commercial breaks to get there..

When just before logging off, I received a few messages wanting to add me on their IMs and asking for my mobile phone number. I don’t usually reply to those and since I last mistakenly gave out my YM id to a perv, I haven’t given out my id on any messenger to anyone on MySpace ever.

I’ve seen this quiz in quite a few other blogs (particularly Roanne’s and Sarah’s) and since I’m bored, might aswell try it out diba? I can’t say I’ve been around my whole country, I’m a C Traveler. I was checking the map and I wonder sometimes if I’ve really been in those violet places and I guess I forgot to add in a few other places since some other places where just passed by literally. Yeah, I’ve been there, here there, everywhere (bitten by the travel bug when I had less responsibilities and had allowance). How I wish I had enough money now to visit the hottest and coolest places in my own country! Madali na lang mag-aya ng kasama basta may pera diba?

I wonder if I ever will fill the whole map with purple… I wish I could do that in this lifetime! Kahit hindi puno, mga tipong medyo puno ok na sa akin. -sigh-

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Sound trip lang. I Chris Daughtry

I’m staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I’m going to the place where love
And feeling good don’t ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel’s a different kind of pain.

Well I’m going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I’m not running from you.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don’t regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I’m going home.
Well I’m going home.

The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I’ve not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love remains true.
And I don’t know why.
You always seem to give me another try.

So I’m going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I’m not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don’t regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,

Ok who is not the right word, what is more like it. But wasn’t that title fun? LOL

and what is sleeping with me tonight? What else! The one thing I love as much as my boyfriend, my computer.

That’s the monitor (on screen, installing Yahoo!â„¢ messenger), keyboard and external drives (mouse too but not visible in photo) on top of the bed, and the cpu (far left) just by the foot of the bed. And yeah that’s my ugly toe.

Where is my daughter? She’s sleeping with my mom, I have a high fever, the colds and the coughs and I don’t want her to catch my sickness. I know I should be taking care of myself but can I help it if I’m really burdened by a lot of thoughts. Anyways…

I obviously got my pc fixed without having to send it to a technician. My brother just moved it out of its original place in the living room and moved it here. The formatting worked, XP got installed, everything is looking good again. I just have to be careful not to abuse it again.