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Something happened, I can’t find my best friend’s testimonials in my friendster profile. He died 2 years ako, in an accident and those testimonials are a few of the things that I have left of him… I can’t find his profile nor his testimonials… When I’m sad, it’s one of the few things that keep me going. I have a backup copy from my mail but I feel it will never be the same… He has touched my life in so many ways and even now that he’s no longer here, he still does.

Posted 19/4/2004
Apologies to Billy Joel and the song…

Oh fertility tree, oh fertility tree of uplb, how I miss thee….

Hahaha, I remember jogging around oval once with a few friends, resting a while under the bask of the very shady tree and finding so early in the morning… a used condom in between it’s roots… aaah yes, you read that right. used condoms… under a tree in the big big freedom park.

During the mornings and afternoons, this tree is the haven of joggers, football players and whathaveyous. It’s big enough to have picnics, and there’s enough space to play a game of frisbee, volleyball or football or kite flying.

During the nights, it’s a completely different story. I don’t know how they do it, but couples are able to do miraculous activities underneath the tree, especially during the times when the UP police force where not yet required to do their rounds in the middle of the night and no lights where installed nearby. This tree is just near “Kalye Buntisan” (How do you translate that.. Road of Impregnation?) but that’s for another college reminiscing.

I have always thought that pain, dissolves because of love, no matter how big or deep the pain goes.. I was wrong… I now realized that pain has the power to destroy love no matter how great that love is…

… another one …

Pain and sorrow go hand in hand with true love,
when you love you open yourself to feel…
So don’t wonder what heartbreaks are for,
remember City of Angels? “…when it hurts, it’s real…”

It hit home. Darn

I feel so ignored. No one seems to treats me extra nice anymore. So maybe I need the luvin’. I miss that really…

Where is everyone when you need a hug?

… Not really a new toy coz my dad used it before I did, but hell it’s new for me! I got a Sony Ericsson K750i. It’s not something new in the market but I love the quality of the photos (and I am addicted to photos), I get to record videos aswell (I haven’t tried though, because I’ve only had the phone for a couple of hours) and the thing is it has a radio which I’ve always needed when I’m traveling around.I plan to take photos of the fertility tree, the kwek kwek tower, and manong oble when I go back to uplb next week. I’ll take photos of me, me and more of me, … (vain) I should get a photo of the little gown my darling wore on her christening, she was sooooo cute. I’ll take pictures of my new bed (just the bed, nothing dirty please), I should take a photo of my office at home now since it looks like someone dropped a bomb there. I got a lot of projects! HELP! Heh, I’m going to take photos of everything as if I didn’t do that when I bought my last digicam…What the hell am I doing here blogging my plans anyway? I’m off to take some photos!